Sunday, December 19, 2010
I see them walk hand in hand. I remember walking hand in hand. I see us there.
I sit by the window when it rains. I remember dancing in the rain. I want to dance again but I can't.
I see the skyline of the city from my house. I remember the silent conversations. I smile a sad smile.
I talk to people. I remember our cosy, hushed whispers. I pause to remember more...
I read a book. I remember those excited discussions. I weave a new one behind closed eyes.
I sing a song. I remember the adoring praise. I strain my ears to hear it just once more.
I watch a movie. I remember our awestruck delight. I laugh out loud.
I listen to a song. I remember those poetic sweet nothings. I stop and sigh.
I eat. I remember the eagerness to try a new food. I crave for more.
I wake up. I remember waking up together. I look around to find only a sore emptiness.
I try to sleep. I remember feeling warm and safe in those arms. I shed a lonely tear.
I dream. I remember all the other unfulfilled dreams. I cry.
I hope. I remember hoping for it to come back. I pray.
I breathe. I remember looking into those eyes while we laugh. I wonder when it will happen again.
I love. I remember loving. I still want to love some more.
I feel lost. I remember the time I seemed to have found myself. I search for it.
Posted by Shibangi at 2:39 pm